Sometimes?

Gud Morning.. Hola como estas!!!!... Muy bien? muy mar?.. 

Gonna post sumthing about me myself and I.. just woke up early in the morning.. cannot sleep for the whole night..mybe just because i took a cup of Nescafe plus watching the euro match this morning..well when my friend and i busy talking those things.. one thing that across my mind is.. "I am deserve better".. last night, she is messaging me..here are sum msg between me and her:

Her : Hye dear..how are u?

Me : fine always.. still breathe until now.. Thanks God for that..

Her : I am fine, btw.. I am so soryy bout the past..and i hope u will find someone better than me..

Me : sokay..past is past..btw, when will u get married?

Her : Maybe, end of this year.. pls come?

Me : will see later..:)

Her : I  wish u to come dear.

Me : @$##$##@@!$$

Her: ??????????????????????????

Me : nothing..ok..God bless!!1

Her: Sorry..

and the last message from her is SORRY...

and am not replying it at all.. Sorry means nothing once they are broken as told rosa to me..

Its had been almost 2 years i broke up with her.and still i dun find someone..hihih..its not because i can't let her go..its just because i need to give myself a "me" time.. wait wait..love is around.. i know God will give me a better person.. Sumtimes we need to forget people from our past, they just dont belong to our future.. absolutely right.. but deep in my heart, I still missed her.. not LOVE her anymore.. She's just belong to someone else.. 

I have to admit that, deep in my heart, I was crying for that. old stories.. Not for now anymore.. Cheer up!!.. As I said, dun waste ur tears for someone that not worth for it..I am not hoping for someone to come in my life, but I just let it be.. When the right time is come.. There she is!!!.. Maybe She? I dunno.. God will give me the answer.. Just left it to God..

As Marvin told me,

Learn to let go, and u will feel free in urself..You deserve better!!!.. Fuck off that bitch.. Hahaha.. Marvin kinda angry actually, I knw he felt the same as me.. Rasanya tiba2 saja kami berdua bercakap pasal hal ini. then Si Raymond datang..talking for the same things.. Hye girls, guys also talk about their relationship okay!..haha.. Raymond also experienced the same things.. He told me," Adin, people come and go, But God always stay with us"...terharu gak terdengar si Raymond berkata-kata.. 

bah.. ok..gotta have a nice sleep after this..daaaa