Its been a long time I guess I didnt posted something over here.. Its not the matter that I am busy, but making my life to be a healthy person..Huhu.. Its about one month I have been hospitalised due to Kidney Infection and Lung Disease.. Actually, I never thot that I will face all these things up.. But then, I have to accept it.. Once you "caught" with such disease.. u have to take care of yourself.. I dunno which day..but there was a day while I was hospitalised, I felt that I want to give up.. I felt very weak and cannot do anything.. What I want to do is.. baring and sleep jak..sangatla lemah.. But then.. my family and friends keep motivate me to be stronger.. So, I fight for them.. I know they love me..But, thanks Lord.. I am coming.. I feel healthier each day.. I hope I can survive!!!..We do not know when the time is come right?..
Life..
Em.why I upload the photo? Its content something that really come to my mind after my operation. yaa.. I knew this girl.. And she is really kind, always gave me a words that make me wanna live this life.. Before this, I have to confess that, I already fall in love with her, but something had happened between us. She became angry, jump into the conclusion.. and its make me upset.. Deep in my heart, I want her to be my special one, but then after she acted like that, its really ruin everything.. for me..once orang dah macam tu.. so.. it was the turning point stated that I have to forget her.. So..thats it.. Before everything come to the worse..lebih baik lupakan saja. It was the beginning of the relationship before you want to be more serious..okay..
Love..
I already find her.. but then.. Its not going well..I am afraid actually.. Still fobia with my previous relationship..ahh.. orang kata..past is past.. life goes on.. let go everything kan!!!.. but me, still dihantui mcam tu.. Its take time actually.. as Rossa told me, Let go everything.. forgive them,..ya..i will keep the words dear.. To her, I believe, one day God will give u a better person than me.. Thanks for having there for me, thanks for ur msgs..and I still kept it..:)..God bless friend..
Live..
As Rossa told me, Adin.. Wake up and live!!!.. Be strong enough to at least try to make your life better.. Yaa.. I got it dear.. With the condition I have, I still need some rest and gain energy to make it better.. I hope my health is getting better.. Now I have to consumed some medicine, going for medical check-up, doing theraphy.. After the convocation and by the next year, I hope everything will going well..
Myself..
My weight now is 67kgs with the height of 178cm.. I lose 10kgs.. Now I have to gain weight.. semua seluar dah longgar and nampak sgt perubahan.. okay..next week got interview at Sibu..luckily my elder brother got rumah here, so I can rest here and tak payah balik Mukah for a while.. The pain is still inside and I have to take care of myself..
By the way..
I have to stop over here.. I need a rest.. ho ho ho..bosannnya.. nak main futsal rasanya...
A millions of thanks..
To my family, papa n mama, Bro Eking, Sis Elissa, Bro Kajan and Lil Sis Ririn..I love u so much..
To her.. thanks for ur msgs.. I appreciate it.. Thanks for making my life beautiful.Knowing u was the best things in my life..
To my friends.. Rossa- Thanks for everything..:)
-Take one step at the time and keep moving forward.
